Lisa “B4by-G” Mok

  (This is) a song of David for the music leader.

v1      How long, LORD, will you forget me? For all time?
     How long will you hide your face from me?

v2      How long must I think such sad thoughts? All day long?
     How long will my enemy win?

v3      Look! Answer me LORD.
     My God, give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death.

v4      My enemy will say, "I beat him!"
     My enemies will be very happy when I fall.

v5      But I will believe in your love that never fails.
     My heart will be very happy because you make me safe.

v6      I will sing to the LORD.
     He is so good to me.

sometimes people spend money

on the things they don’t need

to impress peope they don’t know

i was thinking…how do you measure your self worth? why some people put up with others who treat them like a dirt?

life is a series of decision that we made and there is no such excuse as ‘i got no choice’ because everybody does

again..

back to the question of how u measure your self value?

Is your happiness depends on others? do you put ur happiness on others’ hand?

then how weak it is!

It’s like..

if people treat you bad then you will feel bad about urself

if people say bad thing about you then you will feel bad about urself

if people ignore you then you will feel bad about urself

if people leave you then you will feel bad about urself

why is it that you put ur own happiness into other’s hand? aren’t you supposed to be in-charge of your own happiness?!? aren’t you the one who-in charge of your own life?

why depends so much on others for your own self value?

it’s your life you live in

it’s your happiness we are talking about

Is making people feel inferior made us superior?

most of the time

i think it’s them

what they do unto you, doesn’t reflect your self value at all!

it’s what you think about urself that is matters!

love yourself and love others will be much easier

- just my random thought-

Singapore, 27.05.07

I hate feeling fake…more than anything in the world.
You wouldn’t believe what people tell you…
"You got to get into college. You got to figure out…
what you’re gonna do. You got to make money."
And we’re going…
"My God, I feel like I’m still a kid practically."
But your teachers and your parents and everybody’s got…
everything all planned out for you with high expectations.
But what if it has nothing to do with you?
You lose track of yourself.
And that’s fake.
We’re going into the future.
And I only have little clues as to what might be out there.
Sometimes, I’m scared to death.
Sometimes, I’m really excited.
And I just wish for everybody in my class…
no, for everybody… That whatever you do…
you do it true…
even if you mess up…
even if you fail.
I’d rather fail doing my own thing…
doing what I want to do…
than doing what somebody else wants me to do and succeeding.
I’d rather be fighting with my family…
than… pretending it’s all OK.
To the graduating class of     … go.
Go into the world and do it true.
Do it true.
Woo!

Just my random thought:

"Don’t behave..be yourself!"

Nobody can be accepted by everyone, that’s why nobody’s perfect.

I’m no body and that’s why i am perfect. =P

i hate it when people tell lies or not being honest.. oh well, maybe it just me.